Sometimes things happen which are too big to write about at the time. You know you will one day but in a form that has become absorbed and transformed through time and space. Maybe this is why so much on the spur of the moment emotional response stuff is truely bad - it's just a reflection of what every one thinks, and not the poet or writer giving their personal emotional truth.
On a different level - honestly - have been walking round with a smile on my face until I remember why. Alfie and Kat's declaration of love in Eastenders pn Friday was so sweet, and I fell right into it, despite being annoyed at how I was manipulated into that position.